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re-creation depicts, Mary Clare Schlesinger's memory of being
"dead" had a profound effect on her.
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When Deb
Foster died in a La Jolla hospital, she found herself on a stairway
surrounded by cats and dogs and mesmerized by a celestial blue sky,
the likes of which she had never seen on earth.
Mary Clare Schlesinger hovered above her bed in the
intensive-care unit, watching her husband and daughter react in
shock and fathomless grief at the thought of her passing.
Beverly Brodsky said she went on a spectacular journey through a
tunnel of intense light, a magic ride with angels and a shapeless
God to a place of perfect knowledge, wisdom, truth and justice.
All three said the journeys on which they embarked while
"clinically dead," a period of a few moments when their hearts
stopped, transformed their lives and left them with no fear of
death.
They are not alone.
Many patients a notable study says nearly one in five who are
revived following cardiac arrest report memories of their brief time
at death's door. They undergo a lucid, often indelible experience,
even though they were unconscious with flat brain scans during the
moments in which their hearts were still.

NADIA BOROWSKI SCOTT /
Union-Tribune As this photo
re-creation depicts, Deb Foster's memory of being "dead" had a
profound effect on her.
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The
near-death experiences, or NDEs, described by the three San Diego
patients contain many of these typically reported elements:
An out-of-body experience; acute awareness; moving through a void
or tunnel toward bright light; meeting deceased relatives; a life
review; feelings of intense joy, profound peace a feeling so
blissful they longed to remain; and seeing a point of no return.
Increased survival rates from faster responses to cardiac-arrest
calls, extensive CPR training, development of portable
defibrillators and other improved methods of resuscitation mean more
and more people could be expected to have near-death experiences.
Though it may sound like the stuff of supermarket tabloids or the
latest New Age religion, NDEs are attracting the attention of
distinguished practitioners who study both the body and mind.
"Some may say this is the brain's survival mechanism, that there
is a physical explanation," said Dr. Vivian Ellis, an obstetrician
at Scripps Memorial Hospital who resuscitated Deb Foster after
assisting with her Caesarean section.
"But I think there is definitely a spiritual aspect to this,"
said Ellis. She has practiced obstetrics at Scripps for 15 years and
said she has had several patients who reported NDEs to her.
"Whatever happens, it is more than science. This raises
fascinating questions about human consciousness, and about light and
time."

NADIA BOROWSKI SCOTT /
Union-Tribune As this photo
re-creation depicts, Beverly Brodsky's memory of being "dead"
had a profound effect on
her.
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Yet many physicians remain
skeptical about near-death reports.
Dr. Robert Sarnoff, a pulmonologist who revived Mary Clare
Schlesinger at La Jolla's Green Hospital in February 2001, said that
in 25 years of taking care of gravely ill patients, she was the only
one who has reported an NDE.
"It is not a big topic on my radar screen," Sarnoff said.
Other San Diego cardiologists and trauma specialists declined to
even discuss the subject.
Dr. Pim van Lommel said he often encounters this response from
colleagues.
He is a cardiologist in the Netherlands who led a 13-year study
of the NDE phenomena. The results were published in 2001 in the
respected British medical journal Lancet.
"NDE is not a rare phenomenon," said van Lommel in an e-mail
interview. Yet NDEs are, to many physicians, "an inexplicable
phenomenon and hence an ignored result of survival in a critical
medical situation."
"Physicians must be open and must take the time to listen to
patients without prejudice."
A most serene place
After her baby was delivered by
Caesarean section on Dec. 11, 2002, Deb Foster was wheeled into a
recovery room. As attendants moved her from gurney to bed, something
awful happened.
She suffered an amniotic-fluid embolism, a rare obstetric
emergency in which amniotic fluid entered her bloodstream, passed
into her lungs and caused cardiac arrest.
For more than three minutes, the then-42-year-old, who already
had a toddler at home, was clinically dead. Though unconscious,
Foster says she had the most clear and profound experience of her
life:
"I left that room and went to a staircase that was going up into
the sky. It was so high, up past the clouds. I am afraid of heights,
but I had no fear, even though there were no railings," she said.
"I could look off to the distance and see beautiful rolling
hills. The sky was the most unimaginable color of blue that doesn't
exist in this life."
Foster started crying as she described this beauty.
"There is simply peace. No chaos. No pain; the most serene place
you can imagine, a perfect moment in time."
Foster said she believed in God but questioned her faith and was
uncertain about an afterlife before this experience.
"Now there is no question in my mind; there is a God, there is a
heaven."
Scientific analysis
Van Lommel noted that the effects of NDEs "on patients seem
similar worldwide, across all cultures."
He said he became interested after reading the book "Return From
Tomorrow" by George Ritchie, an Army private who in 1943 was revived
after "dying" from a bout of pneumonia.
"I started to ask patients who had survived a cardiac arrest if
they could remember something" from when they were unconscious, van
Lommel said.
That led to a study of cardiac patients who had lapsed into
unconsciousness because of anoxia (deficiency of oxygen) at 10 Dutch
hospitals between 1988 and 1992.
The patients ranged in age from 26 to 92; 75 percent were men.
Most were interviewed within five days of being clinically dead.
Of 344 patients, 62 or 18 percent remembered something of the
time they were dead, van Lommel said.
Two-thirds of those (41 patients) had a "core," or extremely
vivid, NDE while the other 21 were determined to have had a
superficial NDE, he said.
Dr. Ellis of Scripps said the fact that most resuscitated
patients do not report NDEs may be likened to the fact that some
people vividly remember dreams while others have no memory of them
at all.
Surviving patients in van Lommel's study who reported NDEs were
interviewed again at two-and eight-year intervals, and compared with
a control group of patients who did not have the experience.
Researchers were struck, van Lommel said, by how the NDE patients
had been transformed.
Nearly all had no fear of death, believed in an afterlife, and
strongly believed that what was truly important in life was "love
and compassion for oneself, for others and for nature."
"What might distinguish the small percentage of patients who
report an NDE from those who do not?" van Lommel asked. Neither the
duration of the cardiac arrest, or unconsciousness, or differing
resuscitation techniques had any effect on the frequency of NDE.
"Neither could we find any relationship between the frequency of
NDE and any administered drugs, fear of death before the arrest,
fore-knowledge of NDE, religion nor education."
Researchers ranging from those with scientific degrees to
devotees of the paranormal to practitioners of New Age religions
agree that the phenomenon of near-death experiences raises more
questions than can currently be answered.
One is: If NDE is physiologically based, why doesn't every
patient who recovers from cardiac arrest/coma report them?
Another is, if patients whose hearts and brain activity have
stopped remember vivid experiences, what does that say about the
origin of the conscious mind?
One thing is certain, van Lommel said: "The NDE is
transformational, causing profound changes of life and insight and
loss of the fear of death."
A perfect light
In 1970, when Beverly Brodsky was 20 and living in Venice,
Calif., the motorcycle she was riding on was hit by a car driven by
a drunk.
Brodsky, who is married with a grown daughter and is retired
after 28 years as a federal employee, said she suffered severe head
injuries and lacerations to her face.
"They released me from the hospital with no pain medication. I
was in agony."
Though raised in a Jewish family, Brodsky said she was an
agnostic at the time. As she lay in bed, Brodsky said, she feared
she would pass out from the pain.
"I wanted to die. I remember praying: 'God, if you are there,
take me.' With that prayer, I was lifted up out of my body. I had
these terrible head injuries and pain, and I had been legally blind
before. But suddenly my eyesight was perfect.
"On the ceiling was an angel in flowing white robes that glowed
from within, like a lantern. I believe I was clinically dead at that
point.
"He took my hand, and we flew out the window. I had no fear. We
were over the ocean, and above us was this dark area. At the end of
it was a pinpoint of light, brighter than anything I had ever seen.
It was like a tunnel, and we went into the tunnel.
"It was a light that contained all things; everything that ever
was or will be was in this light.
"There were no words, no form, no face, no structure. All
communication happened telepathically. I thought, well this isn't
the guy on the Sistine Chapel ceiling, but this must be God."
Brodsky has three shelves of books about NDE in her Chula Vista
home. She moderates a monthly meeting for those who have had such
experiences and is active in national NDE groups.
"I have never come to doubt my experience," she said. "I see it
as a great gift from God. I'm honored I was allowed to remember."
Glimpse of afterlife
Long relegated to the realm of the paranormal, NDE burst on the
scene 30 years ago when Raymond Moody, an East Coast psychiatrist,
published "Life After Life," examining reports of near-death
experiences a term Moody coined. It sold 10 million copies
worldwide.
Other books and articles and studies followed, including several
by Kenneth Ring, now professor emeritus of psychology at the
University of Connecticut and co-founder of the International
Association for Near-Death Studies (IANDS).
Ring studied thousands of NDE reports, including some by blind
patients. He concluded that religious orientation was not a factor.
An atheist was as likely to have one as someone devoutly religious,
according to Ring, who retired from the NDE field in the late 1990s.
Regardless of their backgrounds, most patients were convinced
they were in the presence of some supreme being and loving power,
and had glimpsed a life yet to come.
Ring, who concluded NDEs do not have the rambling, disconnected
nature of hallucination, said patients who reported them came away
with strong feelings of self-acceptance, a great concern for others
and more appreciative of life more loving and more spiritual.
The power of love
Mary Clare Schlesinger is among the apparent minority who do not
see religious overtones in her near-death experience.
"I had an out-of-body experience. But I see it as part of life,
not a religious experience," said the 56-year-old Escondido woman.
She suffered respiratory failure four years ago from complications
due to post-polio syndrome and a severe virus.
Schlesinger said she was placed on life support in the
intensive-care unit and realized she was dying. "Time suddenly
became very important. I could slow it down or speed it up," she
said.
"Time slowed down, enabling me to go through all of my life and
consciously forgive everyone who had ever hurt me. Then it was easy
to let go."
Schlesinger, who was raised Roman Catholic, said that from her
perch in the hospital room, she looked down and clearly saw herself
in bed and her husband and daughter at her bedside.
"I saw Dr. Sarnoff come into the room, and I knew I had a chance;
I knew he could bring me back. I saw Steve and Rebecca, saw how
shaken my daughter was, and I decided to come back.
"It was not as if I were weighing a choice, though. As soon as I
saw Rebecca and Steve's faces, all the energy and strength available
went into coming back.
"I had incredible peace and acceptance. ... It is a different
kind of energy, strength and power. Survival was more about love.
The love I have for life and the people I love and the love they
have for me is very powerful."
When she had recovered and returned home, Schlesinger wrote a
poem about her experience, which concludes: "... my heart and soul
into one/a union of love becomes ME."
Skeptics weigh in
NDEs can be explained by neurochemistry and are the result of
brain states that occur due to a dying, demented or drugged brain,
notes Robert Todd Carroll in "The Skeptics Dictionary."
Carroll cites British researcher Susan Blackmore's conclusion
that the feelings of extreme peacefulness almost universal among
NDE reports are the result of endorphins released due to the
extreme stress of the situation.
"There are two basic hypotheses," said Paul Kurtz in an
interview. He is a retired philosophy professor, well-known secular
humanist and founder of the Committee for the Scientific
Investigation of Claims of the Paranormal, one of the nation's
largest skeptics' groups.
"One, something leaves the body, the spirit or soul, goes to
another realm, returns and reports. Two, this is a physiological
process that alters consciousness, triggers bright lights, tunnel
vision, out-of-body experiences and the like.
"That latter makes much more sense to me."
Van Lommel concedes that "neurophysiological processes must play
some part in NDE."
Similar experiences can be induced through electrical stimulation
in patients with epilepsy, he noted, and are seen with "cerebral
hypoxia, as in rapid acceleration during training of fighter
pilots."
"Also, NDE-like experiences have been reported after the use of
drugs like ketamine, LSD or (psilocybin) mushrooms." But the
perception of light, sound flashes and recollections with drug use
are more fragmented and far less panoramic than that of an NDE, he
said.
Most compelling to van Lommel and many other NDE researchers is
what the experience suggests about one of the great medical
mysteries the nature of human consciousness.
"Traditionally, it has been argued that thoughts or consciousness
are produced by large groups of neurons or neuronal networks," van
Lommel said. "How could a clear consciousness outside one's body be
experienced at the moment the brain no longer functions during a
period of clinical death?"
The suggestion made by van Lommel and other NDE researchers is
that the mind may not entirely be the product of matter. And "at the
time of physical death, consciousness will continue to be
experienced in another dimension."
Van Lommel said he likes to compare our brains with computers:
"The Internet is not produced by the computer, but received by it.
And in the same way, our brain functions as a receiver, not as a
producer, of consciousness."
There are still more questions than answers, he acknowledged.
"We finally should consider the possibility that death, like
birth, may well be a mere passing from one state of consciousness to
another."